Sorry guys, I know it looked like I was going to get back on like normal and then dissapeared. I've been very depressed and sulk-ish. My best friend of 7 years left for bootcamp last monday... I dont know what Im going to do while shes gone, plus Im just very worried about her of course. But I do wish her the best of luck in this new chapter of life!
I love you!!!

Lol she did give me a 3 month sub to keep me busy x3

And then the Wed just before she left I got a call, telling me another dear and wonderful friend of mine passed away. Im still not doing well, Ive never had someone close to me pass on. She was here all the time, she was my only friend since I moved here to Illinois, (besides you guys ) we connected, she was a kind person. I just cant believe shes really gone. She was the one who really showed me that growing up and being mature is about being who you really are and having fun, I mean she was 38 and we had a pillow fight on her couch while our Bf's were talking about computers! Then we sat there passing back and forth one of those light up stress squishies... It was so much fun~!
I really dont know what Im going to do without her

R.I.P. Lorrie Kirk

The world is missing a wonderful woman...

Im doing a little better each day... hopefully by tommorrow Ill be back on my feet. Ill never forget her of course, but I need to get back to my life and stop sulking...